Ive just realized recently when someone asked me:
"so what have you been up to?"
that i am working 53-55 hours/week, 6 days a week, trying to start an online ebay company while manageing a small ebay consignment business, atempting to update my makeup portfolio by scheduling shoots and models and trying to remmeber what i took all those goddamn classes for, trying to update my cinematography reel but forgetting to upload the footage from a film i shot over 2 years ago (that put me on IMDB thank you very much) while starting 16-20 hours of school credits to get me out of this hell of my life.
Christ, i just need a nap. I dont understand how people can function this early in the morning.
2006-08-29
2006-08-02
at long last
I'm tired of putting up with people's shit. I can feel my life wasting away as I continually let myself be pushed over. In relationships, at work, by my family. Im sick of it and have truly reached my limit. Its amazing what someone will put themselves through because of the fear of being alone, when in retrospect that person has been alone for 27 years. Screw this. Im. done.
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